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Monday, November 19, 2012

Homemade Porn

Jack McCoy awoke in the wee hours of the morning. Claire Kincaid lay sleeping beside him, her head resting on his chest, arm across his abdomen and one leg resting over his so that her soft inner thigh lay across the top of his. He kissed her forehead gently and stroked her back. In sleep, she moaned softly and he was aware of her beginning to press herself against his outer thigh.

Jack smiled languidly to himself in the darkness. "She must be having the kind of dream I was having," he told himself: the kind of dream from which he'd emerged fully aroused.

He'd dreamed he was sitting behind his desk at work when Claire had strolled confidently, as always, into his office, a mischievous little grin on her face. She'd locked the door behind and had moved to do the same with the door Adam always used. When she was walking toward the third and final door, he decided to find out what was going on in her mind at the moment.

"What are you up to?"

"Come here," she'd told him, leaning against the corner by the door defendants and their counsel used.

He'd stood then, and moved toward her, their eyes locking. When he was inches in front of her, he asked, "What's this all about?"

She just smiled and reached forward, her hands loosening his tie and unbuttoning his shirt and pulling him in for a deep, erotic kiss. Jack was shocked for a moment, then began kissing her back. They began unbuttoning and pulling clothes to their extremities without actually removing anything.

In his dream, he'd pulled Claire's skirt up, and to his delight, dream-Claire wore no panties. He hadn't been anywhere near aroused when she'd come in, but by the time she had his pants around his ankles and the waist band of his boxers clinging to his thighs he was rock hard and ready for her.

He'd turned her to the wall, easing her legs just past shoulder width apart. He pressed himself against her and she could feel his hardness. "Like this?" he'd whispered hotly into her ear.

She'd nodded. He turned her head and craned his neck so he could kiss her, then bent at the knee, kissing the base of her neck, and slid himself into her.

It was at this point he'd woken up. He couldn't remember having had a dream, that he'd recalled later, in which he'd actually achieved sexual satisfaction.

He stretched as he lay there. Claire stirred but did not wake. Whereas Jack was a light sleeper, Claire was the polar opposite: he teased her sometimes by saying she'd have slept through a WWII air raid.

He kissed her forehead again, delighting in the sounds she was making. His lips against her forehead seemed to trigger her speech, and she murmured something in sleep that he wasn't altogether sure was English.

He nudged her slightly and she rolled to her back. He turned to his side and stared down at her in the pale light of the pre-dawn. Drawing the covers back, he leaned in to kiss her shoulder, bare from where the strap of the tank top she wore had slipped down.

She'd come over after the gym, and they'd had dinner, had watched some TV, and eventually had begun making their way down the hall to Jack's bedroom; stripping off clothing as they went. They'd gotten into bed with Claire still in her tank top and panties, Jack still in his boxers. They'd spent a long time talking softly, kissing and touching lightly, and had wound up, tired as usual on a Thursday night, falling asleep, still partially clothed, entwined completely in one another, before they'd had the chance to move on to more fulfilling pleasures.

He bent to kiss her, and in sleep she kissed back, murmuring against his lips, the words as unintelligible as before.

He wondered what exactly it was she was dreaming about. He decided to wake her and find out: to wake her in one of the most pleasant ways he could imagine.

He straddled her and kissed her chest above the neckline of her tank top, and continued lower. Soon he was lightly kissing the soft flesh just above her panty line, her tank top having ridden up. Laying hands upon her hips, he lifted them slightly and began to draw her panties down. Smiling to himself knowing she'd wake to him doing something she found incredibly pleasurable to her, he set the panties aside. He eased her thighs apart and positioned himself between them. He kissed her inner thighs softly and she mewled quietly in her sleep. At last, he dipped his head to taste her sweetness.

She arched her back as his tongue began to work on her and he found himself smugly wondering what effects his mouth working on her would have on her dreams. He tongued and sucked at her feminine core for some time.

Claire woke to a tremendous, familiar tightness in her stomach, to a warm glow suffusing her loins, coming out of a dream in which she and Jack had, indeed, been making love to one another. She arched her back and stretched, sighing deeply as she realized what was happening.

"Mmmmm ... ohhhh .... Jack ..." he heard her moan softly, and he paused.

"Hey, Beautiful," he said to her, kissing the flat of her stomach.

"That feels wonderful, babe," she told him, her eyes still but half opened, "Hmmm...Mmmm...don't stop."

Eagerly, he dipped his head again and began to tongue vigorously at her jewel, delighting in the soft sighs and moans of his lover. He fastened his mouth around her swollen pearl and Claire instantly began to shudder, her hips thrusting up at him as she tangled her hands in his hair. She cried out, and Jack didn't leave her until her cries and spasms had subsided.

He lay on his side next to her then reached for her hand and brought her fingers to his lips to kiss lightly.

"Mmmm...wonderful," sighed Claire, stretching in Jack's arms.

"Like that?"

"Mmmhmmm ... if you're going to wake me up in the middle of the night ... please do it that way."

"It's technically morning."

Instead of answering, she kissed him.

"What were you dreaming about?"

"Nothing..."

"Didn't sound like 'nothing' to me."

"I give you too much power if I tell you my dreams, ya know."

"I'll tell you mine ..."

"Okay."

"You go first."

"I never said I was telling...but you did."

"Fine. I see how it is."

"Kiss me," she told him.

He did.

"You were saying?" she prodded after.

"You came into my office, locked all of the doors and demanded that I make love to you. Against the wall."

"Demanded, eh?" she teased.

"Well....close enough."

"By the way...I thought that I was the one who's supposed to have cornered the market on in-the-office-sex dreams."

"Not like I could control it," he teased, massaging the nape of her neck with his fingers. "You going to tell me yours or what?"

"Or what."

"What happened to the reciprocity upon which we've founded our relationship?"

"Well...if you're going to put it that way..."

"I am."

She softened, snuggling closer to him. "It's nothing really ... I just can't stop thinking about that time when we were in Illinois ... that time we made love in front of the mirror."

Jack nodded. "And?"

"I never really thought of myself as incredibly visual ... but when it was us I was seeing ... I can't get over how erotic it was ... I keep dreaming about it.

"Are you saying you've got a developing interest in porn?"

"Developing? You mean you didn't know that I spend a good deal of my lunches hanging around the porn houses on 42nd Street?"

"Liar."

"Don't call names."

"You just said you're not visual...then you expect me to but that you hang out in porn shops? You're worse than a reluctant witness."

"Okay...you caught me. I've never even been to one."

"Just as I thought."

They began kissing again, stroking each others bodies until Claire was pulling Jack over on top of her, pushing his boxers past his buttocks. He entered her slowly, and they made love with tender care, eventually reaching orgasm as they lay on their sides facing one another. Jack eased away first and brought a hand up to stroke her cheek. "I know a way we can see ourselves making love again."

"By doing it in front of another mirror?"

He shook his head. "You've got a video camera, right?"

*****

Claire was setting up the video camera in her bedroom the next night, Friday, when Jack rang the bell: he had his own key, but was in the habit of ringing or knocking before walking in on her. She'd told him it wasn't necessary, but it was something he did nonetheless.

"Claire?" he called upon entering.

"I'm in the bedroom," she called down the hall.

Jack went into the kitchen to set the food down: he'd been put in charge of dinner while Claire was charged with the prep work for the video.

He entered the bedroom to find her behind the camera, apparently focusing it on the bed, wearing a turquoise satin robe with a floral print.

"Stand there," she said, indicating the edge of the bed, then bent to look into the camera again, adjusting the lens as Jack did as she'd requested. "Alright ... now lay down on the bed."

"A bit eager to begin?" he teased.

"Just want to get the camera ready now so we won't have to play around with it later."

"Ever practical."

"Now stand up again."

He did.

"There...that should do it."

"C'mon...dinner's getting cold. I got food from that Moroccan place you like."

"New Marrakech? Mmmmm."

They ate on the floor in the living room between the coffee table and the fire place, their backs to a roaring fire.

When they were full, they pushed their plates back and sat quietly sipping a bottle of good red wine Jack had been saving for something special.

They were suddenly awkward with each other.

"It's weird knowing we've actually planned to make love.... especially in front of a camera," said Claire.

Jack nodded.

"I'm shy about it," she said, confessing her inhibitions openly.

Jack reached over and massaged the back of her neck. "Don't be, babe. It's just the two of us ... and I'm sure after we begin you won't even notice the camera. And you can rest assured no one but the two of us will ever see this tape."

"I know ... just feels kind of funny knowing there will be a record ... an actual visual record, of us making love."

"I feel it too. But it's exciting, the thought of it," he confessed, "Don't you agree? Is there anything I can do to put you at ease?"

"You can pour me some more of that delicious wine, for starters." she told him. He nodded and did so. She took a sip and stood. She held her hand out to Jack and he took it, clasping it in his as she led him to the comfy chair and pushed him down, sitting on his lap. She was facing sideways, an arm around his shoulder.

Jack craned his neck and kissed her full on the lips. She kissed back and soon they were engrossed in a kiss.

"Are you naked under this?" Jack asked, his hands reaching for the sash.

"You'll see soon enough." She stopped him.

He moved to slip his hand inside the top portion of the robe but she prevented the move, so he slid his hand across her breast over the fabric, and squeezed playfully.

"Hey!" she protested lightly against his lips, and he chuckled.

"I'm trying to relax you," he said against her neck.

"Oh? Really? You'll forgive me If I don't find having my tit mauled overly soothing," she teased, still holding her wine glass, she re-positioned herself so she sat astride Jack's lap, staring intently into his eyes over the rim of the glass as she sipped.

Jack nodded and sipped his own wine. He set his glass on the table next to the chair, and did the same with Claire's. "If you're having second thoughts," he said, growing more serious suddenly, "tell me. I don't want to do anything you're even the slightest bit uncomfortable with. Nothing is more important to me than you are... I'd never do anything to deliberately sacrifice your comfort."

"I'm not getting cold feet. I want to do this. Just a little nervous ... and feeling silly."

They laughed low, together.

Jack lay his palm against her cheek and rubbed it lightly with his thumb. She smiled as she brought her hand up and slipped her fingers under his. She brought his fingers to her lips and kissed them lightly, smiling at him. Jack craned his neck and Claire began to lower her face to his. They kissed, lips pressed flush against lips, lightly, then applying more pressure until they were kissing passionately. They opened their mouths to one another and Claire slipped her tongue into tangle with Jack's. Their tongues wound round and round one another until both were pulling back, gasping from the force and passion of their kiss.

"I love you," whispered Claire.

"You too, babe," he replied, his voice soft as he leaned in to kiss her supple lips quickly.

"I'm ready if you are," she told him.

Jack nodded and held her against him as he stood. He set her down and she moved to pull away from him but he held her close. He cupped her chin and tilted her head back, admiring her beautiful, delicate visage: her eyes, so dark and full of passion, the high cheek-bones highlighted now by her flushed cheeks, the strong line of her jaw, the elegant nose, the lovely kiss-bruised lips. He bent his head and kissed her forehead, then dipped his lips to kiss the pulsing vein at the base of her throat.

Claire took his face between her hands and brought his lips to hers. They kissed, their arms holding each other tightly. Jack's hands slid down her back and over her behind. He squeezed softly, bent at the knees and stood back up, bringing Claire up against him. He slid his hands under her bottom and she wrapped her legs around his waist, locking her ankles. Still kissing, he carried her thusly down the hall to her room, setting her down at the foot of her bed.

They kissed for a bit longer and suddenly Claire was laughing and pushing him away.

"The camera's not on yet," she told him.

He grinned sheepishly and went to turn it on.

"You ready?" he asked when the camera was in front of him.

She took a breath and sat on the edge of the bed. He smiled slightly and turned the camera on then walked around it and moved in front of Claire.

She decided she would do everything in her power to never look over at the camera ... from fear of laughing ... or freezing up. She stared up at Jack instead. She felt a little cold, and shivered. Jack mistook this for her misgivings surfacing again and so he knelt in front of her and rested his hands on her knees.

"Don't be nervous ... it's just like any other time. I love you."

Claire smiled and leaned down to kiss him. He kissed back and slipped his hands beneath her satin robe, resting them on her thighs. They continued kissing until Claire pulled back. "Stand up," she told him against his mouth.

When he was on his feet in front of her she reached for his belt. She went to work on the button-fly of his Levi's next, looking up at him, her cheeks flushed, showing her nerves. She pulled his pants down and he stepped out of them. She drew her nails up over his legs, his thighs, and Jack shivered visibly. She reached for the bottom of his boxers and pulled them down, his as of yet only partially erect organ bouncing free, poking out from between the tails of his white Oxford.

She ran her hands along his outer thighs, up over his hips and higher, drawing the shirt up as she went, baring the lightly fuzzed flat of his stomach and went to work stroking him with her hand as she tongued around his navel.

Jack groaned and let his head fall back for a moment, concentrating on the feel of Claire's small, warm hand gliding up and down along the smooth, soft, skin of his still-rising manhood, and her tongue, torturously distracting him by darting in, out, and around his navel.

He began removing his shirt as Claire kissed her way down his lower abdomen. When she was lightly flicking her tongue against the underside of his still growing organ, he tossed the shirt aside. She took him into her mouth then, sucking hard upon the head as her fingers teasingly traced the shaft.

He reached down with the hand furthest from the camera and smoothed it over Claire's silken hair. His hand fell to her shoulder, and he brought the other to her other shoulder, and drew her up until she was on her toes, wrapping her arms around his neck as he engulfed her in a tumultuous kiss. He lifted her several inches off the ground, turning 180 degrees before setting her on her feet again. He sat upon the bed and gripped Claire by the waist and pressed his face against her abdomen. He pulled back and tugged at the thin sash that held her robe together and she let it puddle to the floor behind her, revealing a delicate cream-coloured satin and lace camisole.

Jack whistled low.

"You like?"

"I like."

"Good," said Claire as she reached out to run her hand through Jack's hair. He dropped his hands to the backs of her legs and slid them up, cupping her behind and squeezing as he pulled her against him, nestling his face between her breasts.

Hands on his shoulders, she eased him away from her and told him to lie back against the bed. He worked his way backward until he was lying reclined against her pillows. She picked up a foot and removed his sock before doing the same with the other. Straddling his legs, she crawled forward. When she was positioned over his lower pelvis, his near-fully engorged member straining behind her, she threaded her fingers through his and pinned his arms to the bed.

"Now I've got you where I want you," she told him.

"Not quite."

"No?"

"I know a place you'd rather have me."

"Do you now? ... and where, pray tell, is that?"

He got his hands free and gripped her face, bringing it down next to his. Just before kissing her, he said, voice rough, hot, low, "Inside you."

He kissed her, his tongue plundering the sweetness of her mouth until she was squirming above him. He sat up so he could sit without resting back on his arms. Claire stretched her legs out behind him. He reached up and drew the shoulder straps of the nightie down her long slender arms and the satin and lace slipped over her breasts, one side catching slightly on its descent over the nipple. The garment hung about her waist, but lower, resting atop her hips. He cupped her breasts and leaned in to lavish her nipples with his lips and tongue, kissing, sucking and licking them.

He re-adjusted holding her tight, and lay her down, head toward the foot of the bed. He worked the delicate garment off of her and soon her creamy flesh was visible to him in all her naked glory.

"Beautiful ..." he said as he leaned down and took a nipple into his mouth. Claire gasped as he slipped a hand down between her thighs. In a moment he was trailing his tongue down her torso, gripping her hips and pulling her down, his tongue running small circles along her inner thighs until suddenly his tongue was on her, stroking up and down and then lightly flicking at her now aching-to-be-touched female jewel. He sucked and licked and nibbled until Claire was writhing, moaning, and mewling her satisfaction, hands tightly gripping the bed spread above her head.

Jack lay next to her again, reached across her torso to clasp a breast in his hands as he lowered his head to suckle upon the one closest to him. He rolled them over so that Claire was farthest from the camera and lying partially across his body. He released his hold and she moved lower, her knees on the bed next to Jack and began to similarly torture his nipples. She licked her way downward, moving down further on the bed with her knees until she was tonguing at his navel. As she moved further, she felt one of Jack's hands stroking her back, squeezing a buttock and sliding back up.

Bracing herself by reaching across Jack's thighs and laying her palm on the bed, she gripped the base of his now bulging member and lowered her head to flick her tongue across the ruby tip of him. Jack sighed and smoothed his hand over her silky hair. A few moments of Claire licking at his shaft and Jack was reaching beneath her --she hadn't moved between his thighs, but still knelt beside him -- he began to lightly fondle a breast, gently pinching at the nipple.

Suddenly she took him into her mouth and was moving up and down on him. His hand moved further down her torso and he was softly massaging her pearl. He stroked his fingers all along and around her wetness as she began to suckle harder. Some time went by thusly and then Claire was teasing him, running her tongue along his shaft lightly. He reached down and drew his member against his belly. Claire understood the silent request. She began to lick and suck at the sensitive male orbs and began to work the length of him with her small, hot hand. He slid two fingers into her then, pumping in and out even as he massaged deep inside her.

They were both moaning audibly by now, and Jack was begging Claire to take him into her mouth again. She did, and with his expert hands he began to drive her into a frenzy as he neared his own crisis, his hips thrusting up to match the strokes of her mouth. He both saw and felt as Claire began to shudder and he felt the bolt of white-hot lightning pass through his stomach and out through his loins, crying out as his eyes slipped closed, his body awash in pleasure.

He lay spent, and Claire eased herself down beside him.

It took him a few moments to recover and then he was pushing Claire onto her back, bending down to suckle on her nipples once more.

"Oh, Jack," she murmured, her hand gliding through his hair.

Jack wasn't exactly aroused anymore, but he knew Claire, knew her body and knew --in spite of the fact that he'd just given her an incredible orgasm --that she'd surely be ready for more. He knew, also, that the reactions of her body to his touch would trigger his own desire. The thought that all of this was happening on camera only added to the excitement both were feeling.

Jack moved up to kiss her lips and she wrapped her arms around him. He kissed her neck next, and left her. He was on his knees, between her legs but lower, near her feet. Gripping her legs, he pulled her toward him and bent so he was kissing and licking at her inner thighs. With his hand he began to lightly stroke her moist heat as he continued teasing her thighs with his tongue.

Several moment of this and he stopped. Claire's eyes opened and she saw him hovering over her, his warm breath blowing against her thighs and the swollen, aroused core of her womanhood. She arched up in anticipation as Jack lowered his head. She felt his tongue only lightly grazing against her pearl, lightly, maddeningly teasing her until she reached down and snaked her hand into his soft hair, forcing his mouth harder against her. He tongued eagerly, licking and sucking, pushing her higher and higher, maintaining an aroused state but not giving her the release her body was screaming for.

He slid his tongue downward and slipped it swiftly inside her. He began plunging it in and out of her, sliding in as far as he could manage. Claire was having a glorious time. Jack was an incredible lover, and the fact that they loved each other made their lovemaking all the more pleasurable. Just the thought of his mouth on her could drive her to distraction.

One of his palms was smoothing lightly over her belly. Suddenly he did something he'd never done before: as he continued pushing her to knew peaks of arousal, he reached up and gripped her wrist, drawing her hand down over her body, bringing it to rest on the dark triangle of curls that covered her feminine secret. She began stroking his hair and Jack smiled inwardly: she hadn't recognized the request. He tried again, maneuvering her hand and covering it with one of his own. He pressed her fingers against her with the force of his own fingers and encouraged her to massage her womanly jewel, rubbing slow, firm circles over the sensitive nub by pressing his fingers against hers.

When he felt the muscles in her fingers begin to move without his help he removed his hand. Claire began to wiggle and thrust up against him as he tongued and sucked greedily at her. Both of them found this --Claire contributing to her own pleasure in this way as Jack worked her into a frenzy -- highly erotic.

Suddenly Claire felt the warmth flood her body, felt herself begin to shake as she closed her eyes. An explosion went off in her loins that triggered a starburst in her brain. She threw her head back and cried out, her body wracked with spasms of intensely blinding pleasure.

Jack was more than pleased with himself, and, by this point, was more than a little aroused. He'd grown incredibly hard as he'd paid such loving attention to Claire.

He moved up and covered her body with his, kissing her neck as she struggled hard to catch her breath. He moved lower and was tonguing lightly at her nipples again.

"Jack!" she exclaimed, her breath still coming in short, labored gasps. "Jack ... I can't..."

"Shhh," he soothed, moving up and capturing her lips between his. "You're doing wonderful, babe."

His hand moved lower and she felt him gently stroking her again. She arched up, seeking the pleasure.

"More?" he asked her.

She nodded and his hand left her. She whimpered until she felt him rubbing the tip of himself against her.

"Mmmmm," she sighed as he slipped into her; sliding home.

Jack groaned and held himself slightly away from Claire. She ran her hands up and over his pecks and along his abs, arching up now and again as they gazed lovingly at one another.

"Want me to move?" he asked her softly.

She nodded and Jack withdrew slowly and thrust forward again, just as slowly, doing this over and over again, to the delight of both.

"Faster, Jack," Claire panted after a time.

He began to move faster, Claire matching him thrust for thrust. She gripped his hips as he thrust, then slid her hands around until she was squeezing the contracting muscles of his behind.

Through her moans, Claire managed to say, "I want to ride you."

Jack slid his arms beneath her and rolled them over.

She leaned over him, her palms resting on either side of his head and began to ride slowly, moving up and down as she leaned in to kiss him, licking at his lips. His hands went to her hips, then slid up her sides, around to her back and up to her shoulders. He slid them down again. He brought them around to her front to gently play with her breasts.

Claire began to move faster and as she did so, she sat back, readjusting slightly forward and up, then came back down, allowing Jack to slide deeper into her. He dropped his hands to her hips and smiled up at her, his hips thrusting in perfect time with hers.

"Touch yourself for me again, babe," Jack said, voice laden with desire, "Touch yourself while you ride me."

The corners of her mouth turned up in a wicked little smile and she brought her hands up, running them through her hair. She tucked her hair behind her ears and moved her hands lower, massaging them over her breasts and sliding them down her torso.

As Jack watched, and as she continued to ride him, she slipped her hand between her thighs and began to lightly massage her swollen feminine nub. It was like a bolt of lightening had shot through her body. Her back arched and Jack was slamming his hips up against her.

"Oh ... God ... oh, Jack ... yessss," she cried out into the room, head thrown back in wild abandon, calling Jack's name again and again as he turned her to her back and thrust swiftly in and out of her, pistoning his hips with great force against her.

His stomach clenched and then the explosion rocked through him. "Ahhh ... God ... Claire..." Jack's voice nearly sobbed in relief as he collapsed on top of Claire, his hot tribute shooting into her.

He collapsed against her and they lay that way, thoroughly spent for many moments.

Claire's legs relaxed and stretched out against the bed. She reached up to stroke Jack's damp hair.

He kissed her, softly.

"We should turn the camera off," Claire murmured against his cheek. Jack groaned and eased himself away from her. He sat up and dangled his legs over the side of the bed, running his face between his hands, , attempting to catch his breath, still slightly overwhelmed by the intensity of the encounter he and Claire had just shared, by the incredible rush and release of adrenaline he'd experienced at climax.

Claire sat up, still breathing heavy herself. "You okay, lover?" she asked him, rubbing his back as she nuzzled the side of his neck.

Jack nodded, then turned, gripped the back of Claire's neck, and kissed her hotly, his tongue seeking, finding, stroking. Claire was a little taken aback by the force of the kiss --after lovemaking, Jack was typically gentle, languid. "Amazing, babe," he said after a moment. "You take my breath away."

She smiled sweetly, pleased. She slid a hand over Jack's chest and down, slipping it over his stomach and down between his legs to gently cup his flagging manhood. "Looks like that's not all I take away," she teased.

"Hey!" groaned Jack, feeling, in spite of his years and recent orgasm, that familiar stirring begin once more.

He took her by the wrist and moved her hand away, bringing it up to kiss her fingers softly. They looked at one another, eyes peering into one anothers' minds, into one anothers' hearts, and saw such love and passion mirrored there.

"I love you, Claire" Jack whispered hoarsely.

"I love you, Jack" she told him, eyes shining bright with emotion.

They began kissing once more, the kisses quickly becoming heated, and soon their hands began to roam.

Claire put on the brakes. "We should turn off the tape," she said between gasps for breath, "Before it becomes a full-length feature."

They laughed together, softly.

Jack stood and turned it off.

"Ready to watch it?"

*****

They decided, upon Claire's request, to take a quick shower before settling in to watch the video in the living room --there was no VCR in Claire's room, and no need to hassle with hooking up the video camera where there was a VCR and conversion cassette at the ready.

As usual, the shower they shared stretched out. After mutual washing of hair and cleansing of skin, sudsy wash-cloths and soapy hands grew bold. Jack paid a little too much attention to Claire's breasts and behind, while Claire lingered longer than necessary over the flaccid essence of him, washing and lightly squeezing through the cloth until she felt him begin to expand.

When she'd had her fill of toying with him thusly, she pushed him back into the stream of water. She regarded his long, lean, still-hard body with desire --mixed with a bit of pride that he was HER man-- as the suds sluiced over his slick skin.

"Have I ever told you how much I love the freckles on your chest and shoulder?," Claire asked.

Jack cocked an eyebrow "50-something men don't have freckles," he informed her jovially.

"My 50-something man does," she said, slipping her arms around him, between his arms and torso, "On your back, too."

"You're making it up," he said, refusing to admit that he believed her --though he did, in fact, know that he did, in fact, have freckles.

"Uh-uh," she shook her head. "Look," she told him, pointing to a spot on his shoulder. He turned his head to look and a deluge of water blurred his vision.

"I see water," he told her, and they laughed. "C'mon ... let's get out ...I'm beginning to prune and we've still got to premiere our first attempt at a feature."

"I don't think it can be called a 'feature' if it goes directly to video."

"No? Well ... I'm sure we could find a distributor..."

"Don't even think about it, Buster ... we're watching it and then I'm putting the thing in a safe deposit box."

"Can I make a few copies, first? Please?"

"You trying to bring a scandal down on our heads?"

"Yep ... think of the freedom .. No work ... No sick perps to turn our stomachs or weaken out faith in human nature ... No deadlines ... No self-important judges or wise-ass defense attorneys..."

"No money ..."

"I've got enough ... and you own your condo ... We could take daily walks in the park ... make love whenever ... What?"

"Nothing," she said, the small smile that was the cause of the break in Jack's speech widening, "I like this fantasy, too ... when do we get to the part where you keep me barefoot and pregnant for a few years before we chuck it all in and move to Florida?"

"Smart-ass."

He moved to embrace her but she ducked under his arm, shut off the hot water so he got jolted with the cold, and quickly exited the shower.

"Hey!!!"

She was in her thick, heavy robe and toweling off her hair before Jack emerged.

"That was cold," he told her, taking the towel from her hand after wrapping one around his waist, and finishing the job of toweling off her hair.

When they were dry, Jack slipped back into his jeans while Claire stayed in her robe. In Claire's room, Jack ejected the taped from the video camera and they moved together into the living room.

"You get the tape ready," she told him, "I'll make the popcorn."

"Popcorn?" he dropped his hands to her waist and pulled her against him.

"Why does that sound odd? We always have popcorn when we watch a video."

"Suggesting we eat popcorn while watching this particular movie," said Jack as he brought his hand up to run a finger lightly down from Claire's neck to the space between her breasts just above the place where the sides of her robe met. "Is not the most brilliant plan your incredible mind has come up with, my love ... it assumes our hands will be free..."

Claire laughed lightly, "So you're saying they won't be?"

"It's possible ... Unlikely, but possible."

"What will our hands be doing instead?" she asked, feigning ignorance?

Jack moved behind her. "Hopefully some of this," he said, sliding his hands beneath Claire's arms and around to cup her breasts, slipping them beneath the fabric of her robe, playing lightly with her nipples and kissing the side of her neck. He removed one hand and slipped it lower. "And some of this..."

"Mmmmm.... what popcorn?"

Jack chuckled.

"C'mon ... let's watch it."

Claire nodded.

Jack went and sat in the easy chair, pulling Claire by the arm until she was seated on his lap.

"Ready?"

"Gimme the remote," she answered, and pressed play when he handed it to her, leaning back against him.

The picture came up, Jack walking away from the camera, toward

Claire, who sat stiff-backed at the foot of her bed, palms on the edge of the bed on either side of her. He knelt before her and rested his hands on her knees.

"Don't be nervous ... it's just like any other time. I love you," he told her on the video.

Claire smiled and leaned down to kiss him. He kissed back and slipped his hands beneath her satin robe, resting them on her thighs. They continued kissing until Claire pulled back. "Stand up," she told him against his mouth.

"You're beautiful," Jack whispered into Claire's ear, kissing her earlobe softly. "I love watching you kiss me."

They returned their attention to the video.

She pulled his pants down and he stepped out of them. She drew her nails up over his legs, his thighs, and Jack shivered visibly. She reached for the bottom of his boxers and pulled them down, his as of yet only partially erect organ bouncing free, poking out from between the tails of his white Oxford.

"How disappointing," Jack chuckled.

Claire giggled. "Give me a minute...I fixed it."

Jack groaned and his head fell back for a moment,

concentrating as Claire's small hand began to move on him as she let her tongue dart in, out, and around his navel.

Claire felt her stomach drop out and then a warm heat began glowing between her thighs. Her mouth fell open slightly and her throat felt suddenly dry. Jack held his breath, waiting for what came next.

He began removing his shirt as Claire kissed her way down his lower abdomen. When she was lightly flicking her tongue against the underside of his still growing organ, he tossed the shirt aside.

Jack squirmed, feeling desire begin to build in the pit of his stomach, shifting Claire on his lap, so she was turned toward him slightly.

She took him into her mouth then, sucking hard upon the head as her fingers teasingly traced the shaft.

Claire absentmindedly licked her lips. Jack felt his groin swell.

His hand fell to her shoulder, and he brought the other to her

other shoulder, and drew her up until she was on her toes, wrapping her

arms around his neck as he engulfed her in a tumultuous kiss. He lifted

her several inches off the ground, turning 180 degrees before setting her

on her feet again.

He turned his head and kissed the side of her neck, eyes still on the large television set.

He sat upon the bed and gripped Claire by the waist and pressed his face against her abdomen. He pulled back and tugged at the thin sash that held her robe together and she let it puddle to the floor behind her, revealing a delicate cream-colored satin and lace camisole.

"God, you're gorgeous."

"So are you, Jack...your body's still incredible."

She reached out to run her hand through Jack's hair. He dropped his hands to the backs of her legs and slid them up, cupping her behind and squeezing as he pulled her against him, nestling his face between her breasts.

"I love how we look together," she told him. "I love the way you look at me when you touch me."

"Are you getting hot?"

She nodded. "You?"

"God yes."

He worked his way backward until he was lying against her pillows. She picked up a foot and removed his sock before doing the same with the other straddling his legs, she crawled forward. When she was positioned over his lower pelvis, his near-fully engorged member straining behind her, she threaded her fingers through his and pinned his arms to the bed.

The heat between her thighs became moist.

"I'm hard as a rock."

"Shhh."

Jack chuckled, noticing Claire shifting on his lap. Noticing it all too well as it was torturing him.

He kissed her, his tongue plundering the sweetness of her mouth until she was squirming above him. He sat up so he could sit without resting back on his arms. Claire stretched her legs out behind him. He reached up and drew the shoulder straps of the nightie down her long slender arms and the satin and lace slipped over her breasts, one side catching slightly on its descent over the nipple. The garment hung about her waist, but lower, resting atop her hips. He cupped her breasts and leaned in to lavish her nipples with his lips and tongue, kissing, sucking and licking them.

"I love when you do that."

"I love the way you're skin tastes," he murmured, punctuating his words by leaning over again to taste the side of her neck.

He re-adjusted, holding her tight, and lay her down, head toward the foot of the bed. He worked the delicate garment off of her and soon her creamy flesh was visible to him in all her naked glory.

"Incredible."

Claire gasped as he slipped a hand down between her thighs. In a moment he was trailing his tongue down her torso, gripping her hips and pulling her down, his tongue running small circles along her inner thighs until suddenly his tongue was on her, stroking up and down and then lightly flicking at her female jewel.

Claire shivered, remembering exactly how good that felt. She didn't notice when it had happened, but Jack had begun lightly rubbing her lower back. His hand made small fluttery circles that were burning through her skin.

They grew silent, unusually so, as they watched video-Jack work his magic on video- Claire, growing more aroused as video-Claire grew closer and closer to orgasm. They weren't aware of it, but they'd both begun breathing laboriously. At last, video-Claire cried out, her body wracked with the spasms of her release, face contorting.

"I look so silly!"

"You look gorgeous...just like you're supposed to."

"That was so hot, Jack," she told him, her voice sounding almost strangled. Watching Jack tongue her into a frenzy on video as she sat in his arms on his lap was effecting Claire in a way that was not entirely familiar to her.

He nodded. "I told you it would be," he said softly

Jack lay next to her again, reached across her torso to clasp a breast in his hands as he lowered his head to suckle upon the one closest to him. He rolled them over so that Claire was farther from the camera and lying partially across his body.

Jack began nuzzling the side of Claire's neck. She turned her head and they were quickly engulfed in a raging kiss.

After a moment, Claire pulled back. "Mmmm," she sighed, licking her lips, tasting where Jack's had been. Driving Jack wild with the eroticism of the simple unconscious move.

They refocused their attention on the video.

Bracing herself by reaching across Jack's thighs and laying her palm on the bed, she gripped the base of his now bulging member and lowered her head to flick her tongue across the ruby tip of him. Jack sighed and smoothed his hand over her silky hair. A few moments of Claire licking at his shaft and Jack was reaching beneath her --she hadn't moved between his thighs, but still knelt beside him -- he began to lightly fondle a breast, gently pinching at the nipple.

Jack slipped an arm around Claire's waist and down slightly, sliding it beneath the folds of her robe, his warm palm resting gently against the soft flesh beneath her navel.

Suddenly she took him into her mouth and was moving up and down on him.

Jack groaned, shifting uncomfortably in his seat, lightly pressing against Claire's stomach, sending a thrill through her. He couldn't remember having admitted it before, but he'd always found the sight of a woman going down on a man incredibly erotic. He'd longed many a time to see what he and Claire looked like when she gave him such intense pleasure. He'd imagined it would be hot. He knew now that calling it wildly erotic was an understatement. Watching his throbbing member slide between Claire's lips, Jack suddenly felt tortured in his jeans.

He stroked his fingers all along and around her wetness as she began to suckle harder. Some time went by thusly and then Claire was teasing him, running her tongue along his shaft lightly. He reached down and drew his member against his belly. Claire understood the silent request. She began to lick and suck at the sensitive male orbs and began to work the length of him with her small, hot hand. He slid two fingers into her then, pumping in and out even as he massaged deep inside her.

Jack's hand slid higher, easing apart the loosely tied sash of Claire's robe. The robe stayed closed, for the most part. Claire gasped as Jack's fingers brushed against the underside of a breast. He shifted uncomfortably, trying to relieve some of the tight, tight pressure in his groin.

With his expert hands he began to drive her into a frenzy as he neared his own crisis, his hips thrusting up to match the strokes of her mouth. As Claire began to shudder her release, Jack, too, began crying out as his eyes slipped closed, his body awash in pleasure.

He lay spent, and Claire eased herself down beside him.

Claire chuckled.

"What?"

"No...nothing."

"No...what?"

"We're panting as much from watching this as we were an hour ago when we were filming it," she replied, indicating the TV.

Jack smiled, then winced as Claire shifted, torturing his aching erection. Claire caught the flash of slight pain, looked down, and understood instantly the source of Jack's discomfort.

Claire stood up, loosely retied her robe, and offered her hand to Jack. When he was standing, she pulled him with her to her sofa and pushed him down so that he sat with his back against the arm rest. She sat in front of him, between his legs --one stretched out along the back of the couch, the foot of the other resting on the floor-- and leaned back against his chest, careful to keep her from adding to his discomfort.

"Better?"

"Much, thank you," he replied, letting his hands run down along Claire's sides, causing her to shiver. Better, yes, because, though his heated manhood was still constricted by his jeans, a good deal of the pressure had been removed. Better, also, he thought, because it afforded him much better opportunity to play with Claire.

It took him a few moments to recover and then he was pushing Claire onto her back, bending down to suckle on her nipples once more.

"Oh, Jack," she murmured, her hand gliding through his hair.

He inhaled the fragrant scent of her freshly washed hair. Combined with what they were watching, Claire's nearness, and the fact that he was already aroused to near fevered pitch, Jack realised his patience for play wouldn't last very long before he would need to dispense with the niceties of foreplay and posses Claire in a way that allowed her to possess him, as well.

When his hands reached the tie holding her robe together, he tugged one end of the soft fabric and with his fingers, deftly eased the sides of the robe apart, baring Claire's form to him. He kissed the back of her neck through her dark, damp hair, and felt the shudder run through her.

Jack was on his knees, between her legs but lower, near her feet. Gripping her legs, he pulled her toward him and bent so he was kissing and licking at her inner thighs. With his hand he began to lightly stroke her moist heat as he continued teasing her thighs with his tongue.

Several moments of this and he stopped. She arched up in anticipation as Jack lowered his head. She reached down and snaked her hand into his soft hair, forcing his mouth harder against her. He tongued eagerly, licking and sucking, pushing her higher and higher.

He slid his tongue downward and slipped it swiftly inside her. He began plunging it in and out of her, sliding in as far as he could manage.

Jack's light touch caused Claire's nipples to stiffen immediately. He glanced away from the television, from video-Claire's intense reactions to the tender ministrations of his tongue to regard Claire's lush, flushed form. Her hips were beginning to slowly gyrate against the sofa cushions, her thighs beginning to rub together, seemingly unbeknownst to Claire. Jack smiled at the way her stiff, rosy nipples protruded so definitely out into the warmish air of her living room. Her lips were slightly parted and she was staring intently at the mesmeric action taking place in the video they'd made.

Jack let his hands glide up, fingers fluttering lightly against Claire's nipples before he cupped the sensitive globes in his hands.

One of his palms was smoothing lightly over her belly. Suddenly he reached up and gripped her wrist, drawing her hand down over her body, bringing it to rest on the dark triangle of curls that covered her feminine secret. She began stroking his hair. He tried again, maneuvering her hand and covering it with one of his own. He pressed her fingers against her with the force of his own fingers and encouraged her to massage her womanly jewel, rubbing slow, firm circles over the sensitive nub by pressing his fingers against hers.

Claire's attention stayed focused on the tableaux created on the television in front of them, while Jack's had averted to Claire; to the way her body was reacting to their video ... to the way her body was reacting to his touch, to his hand slipping down between her thighs to gently tease her moist, heated sex.

She threw her head back and cried out, her body wracked with spasms of intensely blinding pleasure.

Claire rested her head back against Jack's shoulder, letting the pleasure of his probing digits overcome her even as Jack craned his head around to capture her sweet lips in a fiery kiss.

He moved up and covered her body with his, kissing her neck as she struggled hard to catch her breath. He moved lower and was tonguing lightly at her nipples again.

"Jack!" she exclaimed, her breath still coming in short, labored gasps. "Jack ... I can't..."

"Shhh," he soothed, moving up and capturing her lips between his. "You're doing wonderful, babe."

Claire reached between them and deftly worked the button fly of Jack's Levi's until they were undone. Jack breathed a sigh of relief, for now he didn't feel so restricted, that is, until she slipped her hand into the opening to free his straining rod which she instantly began to stroke. Jack groaned succumbing to the pleasure, letting his eyes dart back to the TV.

"Ummmm ... that feels so good, babe ... this is so hot ... God, I can't believe we're watching this... you're so beautiful."

Claire leaned forward, rose, and turned herself around. Jack smiled through lazy eyelids and reached to take Claire's face between his hands. He drew her into a searing kiss. She began working his jeans over his hips, drawing his other leg onto the couch so she might pull them off. Having removed them, she shrugged off her robe and moved so that she was sitting quite comfortably on Jack's legs, just above his knees.

She whimpered until he was rubbing the tip of himself against her.

"Mmmmm," she sighed as he slipped into her; sliding home.

Jack groaned and held himself slightly away from Claire, with his arms for support. She ran her hands up and over his pecks and along his abs, arching up now and again as they gazed lovingly at one another.

"Want me to move?" he asked her softly.

She nodded and Jack withdrew slowly and thrust forward again, just as slowly, doing this over and over again, to the delight of both.

Jack felt his groin twitch at the sight. That familiar achy-empty feeling washed through Claire's loins and she moaned, leaning forward to lick at Jack's lips.

"God I want you," he told her gruffly.

"Shhh, Jack... watch."

"Faster, Jack," Claire panted after a time.

He began to move faster, Claire matching him thrust for thrust. She gripped his hips as he thrust, then slid her hands around until she was squeezing the contracting muscles of his behind.

Through her moans, Claire managed to say, "I want to ride you."

Jack slid his arms beneath her and rolled them over.

Jack's patience was at an end. He slid his hands over Claire's thighs, letting them glide softly over her skin until he reached her waist. His hands gripped her soft flesh and he said her name quietly, averting her attention from the screen.

He lifted her slightly, and she nodded, bringing her hands to his shoulders for support. He lowered her again, and they gasped together, moaning softly as he slipped with ease into her eager depths. Instantly, they began to move together, bodies on fire as the sounds of the video mingled with the moans they were now making.

Claire began to move faster and as she did so, she sat back, readjusting slightly forward and up, then came back down, allowing Jack to slide deeper into her. He dropped his hands to her hips and smiled up at her, his hips thrusting in perfect time with hers.

"Touch yourself for me again, babe," Jack said, voice laden with desire, "Touch yourself while you ride me."

At this, they turned to the television again, video-Jack's words drawing their attention.

She slipped her hand between her thighs and began to lightly massage her swollen feminine nub.

Her back arched and Jack was slamming his hips up against her.

"That looks incredible," Claire panted through her sighs of pleasure.

Jack could only nod, breath coming too short and heart pounding too hard in his chest at the sight of them together while they were actually together for him to respond. Instead, he gripped hold of her hips and began pumping up against her more swiftly.

They were building and building toward passion's peak, almost in time with their video counterparts. As they continued to move together, as their pace increased, it became more and more difficult for them to focus their attention on the television --whenever they approached the apex of pleasure together, it was as if the rest of the world had dropped away and their sole focus was each other and the passion they shared.

"Oh ... God ... oh, Jack ... yessss," she cried out into the room, head thrown back in wild abandon, calling Jack's name again and again as he turned her to her back and thrust swiftly in and out of her, pistoning his hips with great force against her.

His stomach clenched and then the explosion rocked through him. "Ahhh ... God ... Claire..." Jack's voice nearly sobbed in relief as he collapsed on top of Claire, his hot tribute shooting into her.

Jack sat forward and wrapped his arms around Claire as she continued to rise and fall on him. Burying his face between her breasts, he turned his head to capture one of her stiff rosy nipples between his teeth, scoring the nub lightly before sucking the pain away. Claire gripped Jack's shoulders and arched backward as the tempo of her thrusting increased. She was rising and falling with such fervour that, could either of them have formed a rational thought, they might have worried that he would slip from her warm and willing sheath.

"Don't stop, babe," moaned Jack, encouraging her. "You feel so good. I'm almost there."

"I don't want it to end," Claire managed before crushing her lips to Jack's in a kiss that seemed to suck the breath right from him. "Oh, God...faster, lover."

They didn't notice, but the video had ended and the sickish-blue glow of an empty video tape playing now suffused the room. Claire felt like she was going to expire if she didn't find her release soon, while at the same time she felt like she didn't ever want Jack's hardness to leave her. Jack wasn't sure how much more he could take before his brain exploded from being overly sensitized to Claire and their lovemaking.

Kissing her neck, Jack let a hand smooth it's way down her side. When he reached her waist, he brought the hand, palm flat against her skin, forward and down so that he might tease her hard, distended female pearl.

Immediately, Claire cried out sharply, body bucking up and back as Jack's teasing digit sent her toppling into an abyss of pleasure that shook her to her very being. "Yes! Oh...oh god yes....ohmygod Jack..oh....oh..."

"Ah, God...c'mon, babe...that's it," Jack panted, kissing her neck between words as he continued to guide her up and down on him, slamming his hips up to meet each downward thrust, losing control as Claire's entire body shuddered her satisfaction.

Jack closed his eyes, feeling his stomach and thigh muscles clench as the quivering of Claire's tight, warm sheath wrung the orgasm from him. Claire was still moaning, her body still in spasm as Jack let out a low howl, grinding his hips up against Claire as he exploded deep inside her.

Claire collapsed against him, damp forehead resting in the crook of his neck as they clung tightly to one another, breathing heavy. He hugged her tight, kissed the top of her head, and hugged her tight again.

"Amazing," he whispered softly after many long, tender moments.

Speechless, body awash in the conjugal after-glow, Claire could only nod against his chest.

"I love you," Jack said softly, hugging her close again.

"Love you, Jack," she replied, yawning.

"Tired?"

He felt the nod.

"I think I'm too exhausted to move," he told her.

Claire chuckled softly. "Even if you're not, I am...so looks like you're stuck where you are."

"Naked on a couch with a beautiful woman clinging to me? I think I'll live."

They laughed softly.

"What about the TV?" he asked.

"We left the remote in the chair."

"Oh. Want me to get it?"

He felt her shake her head. "I just want to lie here in your arms for a while."

"Wonderful," he whispered into her hair, kissing her temple.

Claire pulled the afghan from the back of her sofa down over them as she rolled slightly off of Jack, so they lay sandwiched together on their sides, facing each other, wrapped safely in one another's arms.

"Do we still have to put that thing in a safe-deposit box?"

Claire smiled slyly against Jack's chest. "Maybe we can keep it here for a while."

"Or make another one."

Claire laughed. "Yep...that's an option."

Jack smiled hugely at the prospect.

They grew quiet then, gazing lovingly at each other as their eyelids grew more and more heavy. Jack yawned again. Claire caught the contagion, and yawned as well.

They laughed again, more softly this time, a warm glow enveloping them.

"We're going to sleep on the couch, aren't we?" Jack asked.

Claire nodded, yawning. "At least for now."

Jack kissed the tip of her nose. "Thank you, my love."

She looked at him with confusion in her eyes.

"For making one of my fantasies come true."

"You make all of my fantasies come true."

Insomnia

"It’s funny, isn’t it? The things that draw you to a person...the things that make you fall in love with them...funny how those things are the same things that can be used to push you away, like the vulnerability he conceals beneath his walnut-like shell." I’m talking to the cab driver. "What’s funnier is that it’s the little things that bring you back... the little things like his smell when he’s lying in the bed next to you, the feel of him there, the sound of his breathing."

I’m in a cab because my car is at the office: I didn’t want to go get it before going home when I’d come in on the train from Baltimore.

"Those aren’t the little things, miss," he tells me. "They’re the things you take for granted, sure, but they’re not the little things."

I have to think about that for a moment.

"I suppose you’re right."

Why am I talking to the cab driver?

"Did the two of you have a fight?"

Yes. I cheated on him. I didn’t mean to, and I didn’t sleep with someone, but I betrayed him.

I acted like I was unattached.

Tim Bayliss is everything Jack’s afraid of, because he still thinks he doesn’t deserve me. Bayliss is young, attractive, too damn charming for my comfort, has a career he’s dedicated to, single, and worst of all, is clearly interested in me. Just the sort of man Jack thinks I should want, is afraid I’ll realize one day is what I want, and leave him. I went out with Bayliss that night anyway, and Jack hadn’t known where I was, and we’d fought. And I went to Baltimore and acted like I was available. In front of people that know both of us.

And yet I’m in a cab on my way to Jack’s at 2 in the morning, because I got back from Baltimore tonight and I took a bath and went to bed and tried for 3 hours to fall asleep and just couldn’t do it because Jack wasn’t there with me.

The cabby hears none of that.

"We did...we had a fight," I reply at length.

He’s looking at me through the rear view mirror.

"Mind if I ask what about....?" he prompts, and I know he is asking for my name.

"Claire."

"Vic. Mind if I ask what about, Claire?"

And I realize why I’m talking to Vic the cabby: I need to talk to someone about this...don’t necessarily want to get into it with Jack when I get there. And I’m trapped in a cab with this man, and he seems like a nice, sweet man in his 60s, and he’s interested, or at least politely appearing to be so, and he reminds me of what my father would have looked like at this age.

I was stupid.

"I hurt him... I went out to dinner with someone else...it wasn’t supposed to be a date, but it was, really, and I did it out of spite, because we’ve been having some problems lately, and I needed to lash out. He doesn’t understand why I’m angry with him ... and to tell you the truth, I don’t honestly know myself."

"So then why are you on your way to his house at this time of the morning?"

That’s an easy one: I need to be able to sleep tonight and I can’t do it alone.

"I couldn’t sleep."

"Does he know you’re coming? If you’re arguing, you might not be getting much sleep tonight."

"He doesn’t know. I have a key. All I want is to go in and get in bed and go to sleep. He may not even wake up."

"The two of you should talk it over, if you love him, if he loves you."

"I know. And I do love him. But sometimes...he exasperates me so."

The cabby is laughing at me.

"Wouldn’t be love if he didn’t, honey."

Normally the endearment would offend me from such a casual, fleeting acquaintance, but in this case I find it charming and sweet.

"Guess you’re right, Vic."

He pulls the car over and we’re in front of Jack’s building. I hand him the fare and a substantial tip and open the door.

"I’ll watch until you get into the building."

"Thanks, Vic. And thanks for listening."

"Good luck, Claire, I hope you can work things out."

So do I, I think as I shut the door.

I run up the stairs, slinging my bag over my shoulder and carrying my work clothes on a hanger.

Joey one of the night-watchmen buzzes me into the building.

"He’s home, isn’t he, Joey?" I ask as I walk in.

"Yeah, went in a coupla hours ago, Ms. Kincaid."

"Thanks."

In the elevator, now, and hoping Jack’s asleep. I crave his warmth and security but I don’t want to deal with the crap I know we’ve got to get through. Or at the very least, if he isn’t asleep, please don’t let him throw me out on my ass.

The damn bulb above Jack’s door is still burnt out. The super obviously thinks the task a low-level priority and Jack is just obstinate enough to let it go.

"That’s what part of my rent pays for," I was told when I suggested he change the damn thing himself.

With the light out I have to fish around in my purse for my keys. I can hear the things jangling in there but I can’t seem to find them. Finally I feel cool metal and pull them from the purse. I have to set my things down in order to find the keys that unlock Jack’s locks. I pray to God he didn’t put the chain on tonight...he rarely does anymore.

He didn’t.

I set my bag on the couch and lay my clothes over the back of it, remove my coat and do the same with it before I go on down the hall. The reading light is on next to Jack’s bed, but I can see he’s asleep.

He doesn’t wake up when I turn the light off and so I walk around the bed avoiding the spot I know from previous sojourns in this very room creaks. I’d lost the clogs in the living room and stand in the dark of his room stripping off my jeans and sweater until I’m not wearing anything but a pair of cotton underwear and a tank top.

Pulling the covers back, I ease myself down onto the bed and cover myself. My back is to him and I scoot backwards, until I feel him against me. In sleep, he drapes his arm over me, and I welcome its weight. It feels like it’s been years since I’ve been here with him, and I appreciate the peace of being in his arms without all of heavy stuff. I keep telling myself I’ll think about that tomorrow, or I won’t be able to sleep.

It’s funny how something as simple as an arm draped over you, as a warm body pressed against you, can relax you when nothing else can. Jack’s even breathing is soothing, and I concentrate on it, on the slow, level inhalations and exhalations.

I can feel sleep beginning to descend on my brain, feel my limbs getting heavier, and my eyelids, too. I love Jack, more than I think he realizes right now, and it’s gotten to the point, I know it now, that even angry, even hurt and confused, his presence is natural to me, now: natural, and necessary.

"His breathing, Claire", I correct myself..."just listen and don’t think."

Shear force of will allows me to close my mind off to everything but Jack behind me, his arm heavy on my waist, his slow breath warm on the back of my neck, sending Goosebumps down my spine even as a warm glow begins to run through my veins.

I feel heavy...my body, my brain, my eyes.

Jack’s breathing sounds farther away, now, and the room seems even more dark than it had before. I can barely hear him now, just feel the warmth, his warmth, against me and all around me, and into this warmth I let myself sink, let myself be engulfed in it like someone relaxing into a warm tub.

Jack’s warmth is all now, just Jack’s warmth all around…

*****

She amazes me sometimes. She forgets I’m a light sleeper. I should be angry with her, I shouldn’t be pretending to be asleep as she takes her clothes off by the side of my bed. I should be sitting up, accusing, but I can’t seem to do it. Can’t seem to muster the cynicism and anger as she crawls into my bed and snuggles back against me, taking hold of my hand as I drape my arm over her warm body.

I’m intrigued by this turn of events.

We left each other on shitty terms two days ago and she headed to Baltimore, straight into the lion’s den, straight into Tim Bayliss’ lair.

Why am I acting like she did something so treacherous?

"Because she did lie to you, you schmuck," I tell myself.

Well, not ‘lie’ exactly, since she did tell me about it after...but it felt like a lie. I suppose what I felt at the time was not that she had lied to me then, but that the fact that she could so easily accept a dinner invitation for another man seemed like a betrayal of all we’d had together. Like her love for me had been a lie.

But then if that’s the case, what is she doing here?

I snuggle into her and then lie completely still. I don’t want a fight, now. I don’t want a fight because lying here with Claire in my arms, the past couple of weeks seem like a dream, an unsettling dream that is over now that I’ve woken up to the woman I love in my bed. And at the same time I know that this is really the dream, because in the morning we’re going to wake up and we’re going to have to deal with what’s been happening between us, try to pinpoint when things first went awry (but if she’s here, I suppose, we really can’t be that far off track...taking a detour, more like, and a rather bumpy one at that), and try to figure out what we need to do to make it better. Work can’t suffer, and I can’t say that in the past weeks it hasn’t, because Adam has called us on it.

And we have to work this out because I can’t go through all of this again.

I love Claire, I know it, and I know she knows it. Or did, at least. I’ve never loved anyone I wasn’t supposed to love because of family bonds before, not even my ex-wife, the mother of my child.

It’s funny when you find love in the last place you wanted to find it, and don’t mistake me: when Claire walked into my office, so young and poised and trying to appear arrogant, love was the last thing on my mind. Lust was there, sure, but I never wanted nor expected to fall in love with her, but now that I have, I’m not letting go lightly. 50-odd years to find the woman I’ve been waiting for. And despite recent appearances to the contrary, Claire is the woman I’ve been searching for my entire life.

This is it for me.

And so I hold her against me quietly, listening to her breathing, knowing from experience when she is asleep, as the tension in her body leaves and she sinks into the bed farther, sagging back against me more.

"I love you," I whisper.

And as easily as I woke when she’d opened my front door trying to be quiet, I feel myself dozing off. I have trouble keeping my eyes open and I listen to Claire’s soft breathing, feeling the way the breath moves through her body and her hair smells so good against my nose and her body is warm against mine and I know in the morning we’re probably going to fight but for now she feels so right in my arms that I snug…

*****

I don’t get much more than 3 hours sleep, but that’s better than I would have done in my own bed. I wake up and I’m wrapped in Jack’s arms, only I’m facing him now, and my head is resting in the crook of his chin and I can hear his heart beating beneath my ear.

I tighten an arm around him, then bring it back to rest on his side, and I realize suddenly that Jack isn’t wearing anything, which I hadn’t noticed last night, but then, when I’d finally laid down in his arms, I’d fallen asleep rather quickly.

"Morning stranger," I hear him say.

"You’re awake," I tell him, which is obvious. "You’re not too mad at me, are you?"

"For Bayliss, or for being here?" he asks.

"Both, either..."

"For being here, no, though I’m curious. You’ve been pissed as hell and giving me the silent treatment since before we’d ever heard of Detective Bayliss ...were pissed that I didn’t ‘trust’ you...I’d gotten the impression you didn’t want much to do with me anymore, other than what work required.."

"I’m sorry about that, Jack. Something’s bothering me and I haven’t been able to figure it out yet and I’m not altogether sure it’s entirely to do with you, although I do wish I could help you get over your insecurities where I’m concerned...it’s inevitable that I’m going to have some male friends...I don’t want you to feel as though I’m walking out on you when I get together with one of them."

"Why did you sneak into my apartment at just before three in the morning?"

"You were awake?"

"You woke me unlocking the door."

"I’m sorry."

"Don’t be... but you can answer my question."

"I couldn’t sleep at my place and I can always sleep here."

"Oh."

We’re skirting the issue at the moment and we both know it but right now it doesn’t seem to matter. The same spell that brought me here, the same thing that made me feel comfortable and that had allowed us to sleep in each others arms without a fight was wrapping around us again, and though we know there are some wrinkles we need to work out, there doesn’t seem to be any doubt that we will, and so neither of us has a problem with it when the words cease and we’re lying in Jack’s bed staring at each other across the space of inches.

I’m suddenly acutely aware of Jack’s nudity again as he shifts slightly in my arms and the evidence of his arousal --probably the involuntary reaction of male anatomy in the morning-- brushes against me. When I feel him brush against my leg, I can see the look of pleasure flash briefly across his face and before he can open his eyes I’m pressing my lips against him, pushing the problems back again as he kisses me, his hand slipping over my hip and around until he’s sliding it down the back of my panties and stroking my behind with his hand. A thrill runs through me and it suddenly doesn’t matter that this is just another way of the two of us putting it off: we still haven’t ironed out the wrinkles, but I know that we will.

I’m sure of it.

I hear him whisper my name against my neck and he’s pulling me over on top of him and sitting up, kissing me again, holding my face in his warm hands. I give into him and wrap my arms around his neck, feel his hands lowering to the bottom of my tank top and I raise my arms as he draws it up over my head, cupping my breasts in his hands before I’ve even brought my arms back down. I gaze down as he lowers his head and soon I feel a sharp throng of pleasure course through my body as his lips close over one of my nipples while his fingers work the other into a taut peak.

We haven’t been together since the night before Tim Bayliss walked into our lives and so it doesn’t take us very long before foreplay becomes a nuisance, a chore to be gotten through before more pleasurable activities can be brought on. Jack lifts his head from between my thighs and grins up at me as he begins to work my panties down: he’s been sucking and nibbling on me through my panties, driving me absolutely crazy.

I don’t even see what he does with the fragile garment before he is over me.

"I love you," he whispers, and I know he means it, that the words aren’t empty.

"I love you, too," I whisper back, and I can see that he believes me because the worry falls from his face.

He’s staring down at me and not going forward, though I need him to, desperately, and can tell he needs it, too, by the sweat beaded on his forehead. I reach down and he’s clutching himself, poised just about to slide into me, and I wrap my hand over his, drawing him forward and down, guiding him home.

I moan when he’s all the way inside of me and we begin to move together quickly, and he’s kissing me again, kissing me as he slides in and out of me and I feel my limbs tingling and my body shaking and I feel like he’s melting into me. He feels so good over me and I feel myself beginning to crest, feel my body begin to shudder as he continues to move, moving in me until my orgasm has subsided and I’m halfway to another one as I recover and realise he is still sliding into me. I open my eyes and see the look of sweet concentration on his brow, the tender smile playing at his lips as he wraps his arms under mine and brings his hands around to my shoulders, gripping them as he thrusts into me faster and harder.

I cry out as his body begins to spasm and he jerks inside me, and holds himself still, pouring his seed into me as my body spasms again, and I contract and release around him.

He groans heavily and I hear him moan my name softly through the fog that had descended over my brain as I climaxed the second time.

He rolls away and pulls me into his arms.

"Let’s call in late for work, Jack," I say, when I can. "I don’t want this crap hanging over us anymore. Let’s go get some coffee and take a walk in the park and talk."

Jack nods and grips the back of my neck and kisses my forehead.

I know now that our conversation, while important, is just a formality. These particular wrinkles will be ironed out today, because I can see by the look on his face that he’s prepared to be honest about what he’s feeling with me, and I can do nothing but offer him the same courtesy.

I love him, you see, and even if I forget it sometimes, even if he pushes me away, that won’t change. As long as I can lay in his arms and feel safe and at peace even when we’re in the midst of a maelstrom of issues calling into question the very strength of the fabric of our relationship, I know that Jack and I will be okay.

Heat Wave

"God I hate this city in the heat," said Claire as she and Jack descended the stairs in front of the criminal courts building. "And the office, though cooled, is never quite cool enough."

Jack glanced down at his watch. It was just pass 2 pm. "We don't have anything pressing to attend to. When we get back to the office, if nothing has come up, I don't see any reason why the future newlyweds shouldn't take the rest of the day."

"And do what?" she asked, feigning ignorance.

He looked her up and down, making sure she saw him do it. "Work on cooling off...." he said, and winked at her.

"Oh," she laughed, "THAT will only make us hotter. And then we'll sweat more."

Near her ear, he said, loud enough so that only she could hear him, "I like you hot and sweaty."

"We'll just have to turn the air conditioner up really high to compensate."

"I'm marrying a genius!"

They both laughed.

To their delight, there was no new business that required their immediate attention when they returned to the DA's office. Jack popped into Adam's office to let him know that he and Claire would be knocking off early.

"Enjoy your weekend," Adam said.

"Thank you Adam. You too," said Jack. "I'm sure we will."

"I don't doubt it," thought Adam to himself. He had been against the relationship at first, believing it would end badly as had Jack's previous affairs with his assistants. But Jack and Claire had proven themselves capable of leaving their relationship at home, even when they were having trouble. Theirs' was a true partnership, in every sense of the word.

"All set?" asked Jack when he met Claire back at her cubicle.

Claire nodded. "Let's go."

A short time later, they arrived at the building which housed the condo Claire's grandmother had left her several years earlier. They had decided to live at Claire's once they were married because it was bigger than Jack's old apartment, and it was already paid for.

Upon entering the building, they ran into the building superintendent.

"Hello Bill," Claire chirped cheerfully.

"Hello, Ms. Kincaid, Mr. McCoy," he replied. "Sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but the cooling system is on the fritz again."

"Oh, no, you're joking?" said Claire. "In this heat?"

"I'm sorry," he replied.

"When will it be fixed?" asked Jack.

"Well, this time of year it takes a few days for the repairmen to fit us in," he explained. "They'll be here Monday morning. I was just heading down into the basement to get fans for everyone, like last time. I'll be up in a while with yours."

"Thanks, Bill," said Claire.

In the elevator, Jack asked, "Does this happen often?"

"Every year, right in the middle of the heat wave," she replied.

"Great! NOW she tells me! I can see why you usually go on vacation in August."

"But not this year," she said leaning into him, "This year Claire's vacation has to wait until September because that's when Jack insisted on getting married. And you can't go on your honeymoon before you're married."

"That's right," he chuckled, and bent down to kiss the top of her head.

They entered their home, Claire removed her shoes, and headed for the kitchen, calling behind her, "Want some iced tea?"

"Hell yes," he called after her.

When she emerged from the kitchen Jack was sitting on the sofa. He had taken off his suit coat, tie, socks and shoes, and had unbuttoned the first 2 buttons of his white shirt. Claire handed him a large glass of iced tea and sat next to him.

After a long drink of the ice-cold beverage, Jack said, "God it's hot in here.

Claire stood, and took his glass from him. Setting both glasses on the coffee table, she turned back to Jack, and held out her hand.

His eyebrow shot up as he reached for her hand and stood.

"C'mon," she said, "I have an idea."

Holding his hand, she led him down the hall into their bedroom, and on through into the master bath. She opened the door of the shower and turned on the water, adjusting the knob to make the water the perfect temperature to relieve some of the heat.

She dropped Jack's hand and began to peel her damp clothes from her body. She felt sticky, and craved the relief the tepid water would bring her.

Jack stood mesmerized as she removed her clothing. He loved to watch her undress. It excited him. His excitement grew as more and more of her skin was revealed. When her clothes lay in a pile around her feet, she moved closer to Jack and began to unbutton his shirt, which, like hers, was damp. The slightly pungent smell of him aroused her, as did his nearness, and the heat radiating from his body. When his shirt joined her clothing on the floor, he pulled her to him, feeling her body mould against his own, loving the feeling of her soft breasts crushed against his hardened chest.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and he lowered his mouth to hers. He smoothed his hands over her back as she opened her mouth to him, and thrust her tongue out to tangle with his. He lowered his hands to her hips for a few moments, and she reached down to remove his belt, slacks, and boxer shorts.

Wrapping his arms around her, he bent down a little, lifted her slightly, and carried her into the shower, pulling the door shut once he had set her down. She stepped directly into the lukewarm stream of water, and sighed contentedly.

"Mmmmm, perfect," she said, and then he was right there next to her.

She turned him into the stream, and he too was happy with how pleasant it felt. He lifted her again, so that her lips were just a little higher than his. She brought her hands up to his face, and kissed him provocatively, sliding her tongue into his mouth and playing a game of cat and mouse with his.

Jack groaned softly, and turned Claire back into the stream of water. They kissed thoroughly for several long moments before he set her down and pulled her slightly out of the water. Slicking her hair back, he took her face in his large hands and lightly brushed his lips over her forehead, eyelids, cheeks, nose, and chin. He covered her entire face in tiny kisses, avoiding only her mouth, before lowering his lips to the vein he could see pulsating at the base of her throat. The skin there still smelled of her perfume, but was salty to the taste from her perspiration.

Claire sighed and began to stroke his back and shoulders. Jack brought his hands up to cup her breasts, and he began to rub the already taut peaks of them with his thumbs. He shifted his hands to gently pinch her hardened nipples and was rewarded when a soft groan escaped her. Raising his head, he captured her lips in a kiss fraught with abandon. They held nothing back from each other, and it was as if they were making love to one another with their mouths.

Claire could feel her desire for him growing more demanding by the moment. No matter how often they made love (which was very often, indeed), her desire for him never slackened. In fact, much to her delight and his, she found that each time they made love she wanted him more than she had the previous time.

Suddenly, she grew fierce in her hunger for him, and shoved him back against the cold tile of the shower wall. She wanted to ravish him, and it caught her a little off guard, but her need for him at the moment outweighed the urge to reign herself in. She kissed him, violently, wanting to convey to him her overwhelming longing for fulfillment. She wanted to drive him mad with desire for her, as she was for him: to force him to take her there, to pick her up, press her against the wall, and shove himself into her, driving her to heights of ecstasy she had only ever experienced with him.

Jack was a little astonished by her behavior. The depth of her passion was a source of constant amazement to him, for it seemed bottomless. Her mouth pulled at his. She sucked his bottom lip into her mouth an lightly bit it. Her hands were everywhere on him, seeking, finding, stroking. She tugged gently on his engorged member and said, "Now, Jack."

Jack lost all restraint. Lifting her, he turned her back to the wall. She wrapped her legs around him, and he kissed her hard, sucking the breath from her. Holding her with one arm, he slipped a hand between them too caress her inflamed womanly softness with his hand. She moaned into his lips as he slowly slid a finger inside her She moaned louder as he withdrew the digit and inserted it again, repeating this pattern until she was whimpering for more.

"Tell me, Claire," he said through gritted teeth. It was taking every ounce of control he had to keep from moving forward.

"I want..." she panted.

"What?"

"I...want...."

"What...what do you want?" he asked again, his mouth mere millimeters from hers.

"I want...you."

"Tell me what you want me to do," was his soft command as he increased the pace of his hand on her.

Insensible now to anything but the need to feel him hot and hard inside her, she cried, "Put it in me, Jack....I want to feel you inside me."

He withdrew his hand from her and guided his fully erect penis to the entry of her female passage. "Is this what you want?"

"God yes!" she half sobbed, and at long last, he gave her exactly what she wanted.

With one swift thrust, he penetrated her completely, and she cried out at the sudden force of his invasion. For a moment he was worried he had hurt her, and moved to withdraw, but she tightened her arms and legs about him, and pulled him close. After a moment, he began to move slowly inside her but she was too inflamed with desire to allow him to be gentle.

"Not slow..." she gasped, digging her nails into the flesh of his shoulders "not now."

Her need fed his own, and he began to plunge quickly in and out of her. Over and over he slid in and out of her, deeper, faster and harder with each thrust. His quick, powerful thrusts sent her spiraling over the edge into an abyss of pleasure, and she practically screamed his name as the climax wracked her body. With a final, deep thrust, and a loud groan, he poured his hot tribute into her. She unwrapped her legs, and Jack lowered her feet the wet floor.

"My god," he sighed in appreciation.

"I don't know what came over me," she said when she finally caught her breath.

"I do," he said.

"What?"

"Me," he replied with a satisfied grin. He looked like a well-fed cat.

"Oh, you!" she exclaimed, thumping him lightly on the chest.

She pulled him back into the stream of water and grabbed the bar of soap.

When they had thoroughly "cleansed" each other, Claire turned off the water and opened the shower door. They stepped out of the shower, and went to work drying each other off. Once dried, Claire slipped into a short satin robe, and Jack pulled on a pair of jeans. They went back into the living room to wait for Bill the super to return with the fan.

In the humid heat of a New York August, it didn't take very long for the relief the cool shower had afforded them to wear off. Claire was refreshing their iced-tea when Bill brought them the fan. Jack set it up in the living room.

Claire returned with the tea and a bowl full of ice, and sat Indian-style on the floor near the fan. "Come lay down," she said to Jack, patting the rug in front of her.

Wordlessly, he complied. When he was settled, with his arms acting ass a cushion under his head, she said, "Close your eyes."

His eyebrows shot up.

"Just do it," she said, laughing.

He did.

After a moment, he felt something icy cold on his chest. He opened his eyes. Claire was leaning over him, holding an ice cube, tracing his chest. His back arched slightly when she ran it over his nipples. The heat radiating from his body melted the cube in no time at all, and Claire bent further over him, bracing herself with a hand on either side of him, to lap up the droplets of water it left behind with her tongue. Her tongue against his skin felt exquisite, and he longed to give her the same sort of pleasure. He tugged at the sash of her robe and the satin garment fell open, exposing her to him. Her breasts were inches from his face, and unable to resist the enticing, rosy peaks he lifted his head and began to suckle on her nipples, and alternately, nip at the swelling flesh of her bosom.

Picking up another piece of ice, Claire began to trace his abdomen, soaking up the water with her tongue as she went. When that cube, too, was melted, she reached out with her hands to undo the fly of his Levi's. He lifted his hips so she could push them down. Not bothering to remove them completely, she left the waist of his jeans around his thighs revealing his only semi-erect organ, then sat back to shrug the robe from her shoulders.

She leaned over him again and took his growing erection in her hand before lowering her head to trace the tip with her tongue. He grew stiffer still as she took him into her mouth.

Her knees were resting on either side of his head, and he was looking up at her womanly cleft. She was beautiful, even there. He brought his hands up to stroke the soft, smooth skin of her inner thighs. Exposing her core with his fingers, he raised his head to stroke her sex with his silken tongue.

She continued loving him with her mouth as he hardened more and more. The sensation brought on by him slipping his tongue inside her was blindingly pleasurable, and she stopped the motions of her mouth on him for a few sweet moments to enjoy the thrill he brought her.

When she resumed her part of the passionate embrace, she moved her hand from the base of his hard shaft to lightly toy with his testicles.

Jack groaned, and increased the pace of his tongue on her while rubbing her swollen jewel with his thumb. In a short time, the dual sensation of his mouth and hand brought Claire to a swift, shuddering release.

Before Jack could reach his own climax, and while Claire's body still trembled with hers, he stopped her. She knelt back upon he knees, and he sat up and finished removing his jeans. Turning toward her, he rose to his knees.

On their knees facing one another, they began a slow, passionate kiss while their hands roamed over each other's warm, once again slick bodies. Jack reached for the bowl off ice, retrieved a cube, and began to trace her skin with it, as she had done to him. After a few moments, he moved behind her, and traced her spine.

Soon, all the ice that had not already melted from the heat was gone. Jack pushed her hair aside and kissed her long, elegant neck. Turning her head slightly toward him, he nibbled on her ear for a moment before whispering, "Lean forward on your hands."

She did so, and he leaned over her, nipping at the back of her neck while stroking her still-damp hair. The cool breeze from the fan felt wonderful on their skin.

Resting his hands on her hips, he pressed forward and slid into her with ease, groaning as he found himself embedded within her tight sheath to the hilt. He pumped slowly in and out of her for a few moments, and she thrust back at him. He leaned down to once again lavish her neck with kisses, and she began to thrust back at him with ever-increasing speed.

He reached beneath her to fondle her breasts as he strained to match her pace. She moaned loudly as his hands first squeezed her breasts and then his fingers began to play maddeningly with her stiff, aching nipples. One of his hands left her breasts, stroked down her torso, and slid between her thighs to rub quick circles over her buzzing love-button. They moved together for several blissful moments before Claire cried out. In the midst of her third climax of the afternoon, Jack pulled himself out of her, rolled her to her back, and covered her slender frame with his larger one, before entering her again. She was still coming when he slid into her, and continued to do so as he thrust in and out of her with wild abandon. His world came apart as he thrust deep and hard, over and over again, uncontrollably, overwhelmed by the passion they shared.

She drew him down for a long, wet, open-mouthed kiss, that was just as wild and uncontrolled as he. Their passion escalated one another, until neither could draw a rational thought With one last thrust, Jack shouted his release, as Claire shuddered with another, too caught up by the intensity of it to make a sound.

It took a long time for their breathing to return to normal after their bout of passion had ended. He rolled away from her and pulled her into his arms. They were both fairly exhausted, and, warmed by the heat outside as well as the heat of their love, they fell asleep there on the floor, in each others' arms.

Experiments

It was early on a Saturday evening in mid-August and therefore very warm. Jack and Claire had celebrated their one year anniversary of working together the previous month, and were rapidly approaching the nine month mark of their relationship. Earlier that day they had ridden out to the eastern end of Long Island, and had lunched at a quiet little restaurant in Amagansett, before tooling through a string of antique shops. It had been a simple, easy day but it had seemed incredibly romantic and intimate to Claire. Perhaps the intimacy lie in the fact that riding Jack's motorcycle meant she had to cling to him for the duration of the long ride to the end of the Island, and back. Or in the way their hands clasped tightly together as they walked down the sidewalk from shop to shop sent a thrill up her arm, flooding her body with warmth. Or perhaps it was the way he watched her, his eyes following her about the shops as she cooed over this chaise and that armoire. Perhaps. Claire suspected it was all three, and much more.

Something about the day had Claire feeling like exploring much more than antique shops. They were on their way to the seventh consecutive shop when Claire had stopped in the middle of the sidewalk. At first Jack kept walking, but pulled up short when Claire pulled on his arm. He had turned to look at her, eyebrows raised, questioning.

"Let's go home."

The questioning expression on his face had become a grin, and they turned and headed for the bike.

She had tormented him relentlessly during the ride back into Manhattan. She pressed herself against his back closely, much closer than safety required. At one point, on a very straight stretch along the Long Island Expressway, she had taken to caressing his thighs through his jeans.

When at long last he killed the engine of his bike in front of Claire's building, Jack was so worked-up that anyone who chanced to glance in the general direction of his groin would have been able to tell exactly how aroused he was. For her part, Claire was amused at his attempt to cover his obvious erection by holding his helmet in front of him once they slid off the motorcycle.

"Want me to carry that for you?" she teased, indicating the helmet.

Was that a blush she saw on his cheeks?

"No...no, I've got it," he said, shaking his head at her. She was obviously enjoying knowing that she had aroused him so thoroughly.

The elevator had been empty. Jack entered first, and Claire followed. He had stood against the back wall, helmet still held in front of him. Claire pressed the number for her floor, the door closed, and she moved in front of Jack. She took the helmet from him, looked down, then back up, and smiled. Stretching to her toes, she kissed him lightly as her free hand reached out to gently massage the hard bulge in his pants. Jack groaned, closed his eyes, and leaned back against the wall. He wrapped his arms around her and was beginning to stroke and squeeze her tight behind when the elevator began to slow. They separated just as it came to a stop. The elevator door opened and they made their way to her door.

They said nothing when they entered, just headed down the hall to her bedroom. Claire had deposited the helmet and her keys and purse on the table by the door as they passed.

No sooner had they entered her bedroom then they fell into a passionate embrace. They stripped the lightweight jackets they wore from one another. Claire tugged Jack's shirt out from his jeans and pulled it over his head. She laid her hands flat against his chest as their tongues played a sensuous game of cat and mouse. She pulled her mouth away from his and kissed his neck as her hands began to rub slow circles over his nipples. She kissed down his chest and soon he felt her encircling his nipples with her tongue. When she began to suck on one, her hands reached out for his waist, undid his belt, and slowly removed it from the loops. Without the belt, his pants lowered a little, and Claire ran her hands over his abdomen. Grabbing her by the shoulders he pulled her up and crushed her against him.

So aroused was he by her behaviour, and the thought of being inside her that he would have liked nothing better than to rip her clothes from her and make love to her then and there, with no further preliminary. But Claire had other ideas. When she felt his hands undoing the top button of her pants, she pushed him away and stepped back.

"What's wrong?" he asked, confused, his voice strained.

"Nothing," she replied. "But what's the rush?"

"I can't help it," he said, and moved to pull her to him again, but she resisted.

"Wait here," she said, and walked out of her bedroom, down the hall, and disappeared into the kitchen, leaving him standing there, frustrated.

He sat on the bed and reached down to pull off his shoes and socks.

When she returned carrying two glasses of red wine, she, too was barefoot.

"Drink this," she said as she handed him one of the glasses.

He took a sip first, and swilled the wine in his mouth before swallowing. He then proceeded to down the rest of the glass in one long gulp. Claire drank her glass just as quickly, and took both empty glasses and set them on her dresser. She returned to where Jack sat on the edge of the bed and stood close in front of him.. He reached out and around her, and ran his hands up the back of her legs, from her kneecaps to her behind, all the while looking up at her.

"Slow," she whispered taking his face in her hands and placing the most tantalising kiss on his lips. He was sure the pace she was trying to set would kill him, but he didn't care. He loved it when she became aggressive and demanding in their love-making. He had long ago realised that when it came to sex, Claire knew exactly what she wanted and wasn't afraid to ask for or even demand it. It was one of the many things he loved about her.

They kissed deeply for what seemed to Jack like ages, feeling the wine beginning to relax them. She let his hands roam freely over her body, letting him squeeze and knead her behind as well as crush her breasts in his hands, all the while holding his face and kissing him. This time, when his hands reached for her waist, she didn't stop him. He undid the button and slowly slid the zipper down.

He moved to pull her pants and panties off her at the same time, but here she stopped him. "Uh-uh, not yet," she scolded and backed away. She turned her back to him and slowly slid her pants down over her hips, thighs, and down her legs, leaving her underwear intact. Though her back was to him, she was fully aware of Jack's eyes taking in her every move with lust he was too aroused to disguise.

She turned to face him again, and pulled her shirt off, revealing the fact that she was wearing a set of matching bra and panties, something she knew set Jack on fire.

"Beautiful....beautiful," he whispered as she climbed onto his lap and pushed him back onto the bed.

Hands against her back, he moved them down and slid them inside her underwear, his warm hands branding her flesh. She was sitting a little more forward on him then usual, giving his mouth perfect access to her breasts. Though she still wore her bra, he reached up and began to suck on one of her already taut nipples. He moved his hands to her breasts, cupped the one he was sucking on, and squeezed the other gently with his free hand. When he moved to unhook her bra, she grabbed his hands, entwined her fingers through his, drew his arms up and back, and pinned them against the bed.

She kissed his protest away and asked, "Have you ever been tied up?"

"No," he admitted.

"Would you let me?"

"Tie me up?"

"Yes."

"Do you want to?" he asked.

She nodded.

"Alright."

"Really?"

"Better hurry before I change my mind," he joked.

She got up from the bed and went to her dresser. From the bottom drawer, she removed two silk scarves. When she returned to the bed, Jack was lying completely on it, his head resting against her pillows. She straddled him again, and taking his left hand, she tied one of the scarves around his wrist and then to one of the rungs of her headboard. He nipped lightly at her breasts as she leaned over him. When his left arm was secure, she repeated the pattern with the right.

"Are you comfortable?" she asked. "They're not too tight, are they?"

"No, they're fine. I'm fine."

"Good," she said and kissed him for several moments before getting off the bed again.

"What're you doing?" he asked. He wasn't quite sure he liked this, but Claire seemed so excited by the idea, that it made him excited too.

Without saying anything, she went back and retrieved another scarf from her bottom dresser drawer. This scarf, also silk, was a very dark blue, and appeared much thicker than the others.

"What's that for?"

"You're eyes," she replied, climbing atop him again.

"Claire...I..."

"Shhhh," she said folding the scarf over once before placing it over his eyes, lifting his head, and tying it. "Do you trust me?"

"Yes," he said, without hesitation.

She kissed him lightly and quickly once, twice, and a third time. "Then relax. I promise you'll like this."

She reached down and ran her palms over his chest and shoulders, over and around his biceps, back to his shoulders, and over his chest again. She brought her lips to his and kissed him ardently, before beginning a trail of kisses down his neck. Running her hands along his sides, she kissed down his chest, pausing to teasingly tongue at his nipples before continuing on downward. When she reached his navel, he felt her hands undoing the fly of his jeans slowly. She kissed down over his stomach, not stopping until she reached the waistband of his boxer shorts.

Breathless with anticipation, Jack waited for what he thought would come next. Instead, she left the bed again.

"What're you doing?" he asked, a little suspiciously.

"Going to get the camera," she stated matter-of-factly.

He was on the verge of a protestation when her laughter let him know she had been kidding.

"I'll be back in a sec," she told him.

A few minutes passed, and suddenly Jack felt something running along the bottom of his foot, and jumped at the unexpected touch.

"My my..." Claire said suggestively, still lightly running her fingertip along the sole of his foot. "Jumpy, aren't we?"

"I can't see a damn thing and I can't defend myself. This is like man's worst fear Claire."

She crawled onto the bed and kissed him feverishly for several heartbeats before moving down again and grabbing hold of the bottom of his pant legs. She pulled his pants off him. His underwear came next, and his fully engorged organ bounced free. It was bigger and harder than she could ever remember having seen it, so swollen, in fact, that it looked almost painful. No wonder he was so eager. She removed her bra and panties and straddled him again, sitting on his thighs.

"Jesus, Jack," she said as she reached out and took the blazing item rising up from his groin into her hand and began to stroke, delighting at the way it jerked slightly in her hand, "I can't believe how hard you are. It's huge!"

"I'm aching for you," he said in a strangled voice.

She leaned down to kiss his him, licking his mouth open and running her tongue along the inside of his lips.

"Mmmmm, where did you go?" he asked.

She didn't answer him, and after a few seconds, he felt a cool, thick, sticky liquid being poured in a line from the space between his pecs to his navel.

"God!" he exclaimed. "What is that?"

Again, she didn't answer, but touched the line of fluid she had just poured on him, and pressed her finger against his lips for him to suck on.

He sucked her finger clean and licked his lips. "Honey?"

"Mmmhmm," she replied and bent down to lick the fine stream of honey from his body.

He sighed deeply in pleasure. Their love-making was never boring, but he loved the adventuresome side of Claire that seemed to be emerging of late.

When she had lapped up every bit of the honey she had poured on him, she grabbed the bottle again and squeezed some onto each of his nipples. Bending her head again, she licked and sucked his nipples until they too were clean.

She adjusted herself further down on his legs, and squeezed a liberal amount of the sweet golden substance onto his raging erection. He felt her hair brush against his thigh as she began to lick him free. He kept waiting for her to take him in her mouth and suck, but she never did. Instead she licked and sucked at the shaft as if she were devouring an ice-cream cone. When she had licked him clean, she crawled up his body and impaled herself on his mighty lance.

Jack's mouth opened and he moaned deep and loud. It was all he could do to keep from exploding inside her the instant he was fully imbedded within her hot, wet tightness.

Instinctively, Claire knew not to move right away, so that Jack might regain some measure of control.

"Is that better?" she murmured against his ear.

"Oh, God, yes!" he practically shouted as she raised herself up and then lowered back down. "Ohhh, Claire..." he moaned.

She reached for the honey bottle again, squeezed some onto her fingers and smeared it across each of her nipples, and offered her fingers to Jack for cleansing. She began to ride him slowly. Reaching behind his head, she tilted it up slightly and pressed a nipple against his lips. He began to lick and suck at it, and only when all the honey was gone did she offer him the other.

"Untie me, now," he said.

She leaned over and loosed one of his bonds, and then the other. The first thing he did was remove the blindfold. It wasn't that he hadn't liked what she'd done, because he had indeed found it both pleasurable and exciting, but he preferred being able to see and touch her. Grabbing her head in his hands, he pulled her face down to his and kissed her, long and hard, until she moaned deep in the back of her throat. Bracing herself on her hands, she raised herself away from him and began to ride in earnest. His hands slid down to her fondle her breasts. He squeezed and rubbed and stroked them, eventually bringing his mouth and tongue in on the action. Lapping at a nipple, he could still taste the sweetness of honey. Groaning in pleasure, he sat up and hugged her close. He ran his tongue along her skin, from the valley between her breasts, up to the base of her neck, and up under her chin. Bending her head to him, they were soon drowning in a fiery open-mouthed kiss.

In a fluid motion, Claire was beneath him. He drove slowly into her several times before pulling out. He knew she was just as mad for release as he was, but she had teased him relentlessly throughout this entire encounter, and somewhere in his mind he decided to make her pay the sweet forfeit of her trespass. He located the honey bottle and squeezed some onto the soft indentation at the base of her neck. After bending down and sucking the spot free of honey, he began to drizzle a fine line down her torso, as she had done to him. When he had slurped up every last bit of the honey, he poured some over her breasts and proceeded to suck them clean. This done, he drizzled some into her navel, and bent his head to lap it up like a kitten would with a bowl of milk.

He rolled her to her stomach, and squeezed a line of honey down her back. He ran his tongue down her honey-covered spine, and sucked at the honey pool that had formed in the small of her back. Adjusting himself down the bed, he drew one of her legs up and kissed the sole of her foot. Moving upward, he nipped gently at her calf, tongued her kneecap, and ran his tongue slowly up the back of her thigh. When he reached the curve of her buttocks, he began again with the other leg. This time, when he reached the hillock of her behind, he didn't stop, but nibbled lightly on each cheek, before continuing on up her back. Pushing her dark hair aside, he kissed the back of her neck and lay beside her. He pulled her against him, so they were both lying on their left sides, spoon-fashion, her back to him.

He laid his hands on her waist and began to alternate between kissing her neck and nibbling on her earlobe.

"Mmmmm," she practically purred.

"Like that?"

"Mmmhmm."

His left arm slid under her and he reached up to tilt her head back so that he might kiss her lips. His right hand, which was still resting on her waist, slid down over her stomach, down over her thigh, to her knee. When it began it's ascension, it ran along the inside of her thigh. His other hand lowered to trace the curve of her breast with the backs of his fingers. As his thumb began to rub against her nipple, she felt him slip a finger from his other hand inside her.

"How's that?" he asked, "Better?"

"Yes!" she gasped.

He inserted another finger. "Better?"

"Much better," she whispered breathlessly.

They began kissing again, and soon Claire was moaning against his lips. He removed his right hand, and after a few moments, she felt the tip of his swollen member pushing at the core of her womanhood.

"Jack!" she gasped.

"My turn to try something new," he said against her neck. In one smooth thrust, he buried himself inside her.

He tilted her head back for another kiss as he began to move very slowly, in the timeless rhythm of love. Holding her close with his right arm, his left hand lowered and resumed caressing and fondling her breasts, as he repeatedly thrust into her, with slow, even strokes.

They had never made love in this position before, and though she had been somewhat reluctant at first, it soon became quite clear to Jack by the way Claire's body reacted to his touch, and the little whimpering sounds of pleasure she made against his lips, that she was obviously enjoying herself very much.

Claire covered Jack's right arm with her own, rubbing back and forth with her hand. Sliding it all the way down, she slid her fingers inside the spaces between Jack's, as he began to increase the pace of their lovemaking. He closed his fingers over hers.

Claire guided his hand down between her legs. Needing no further hint, he quickly responded to her silent request. It wasn't very long before Jack felt her spasm as the first wave of release shuddered through her body. Immediately, he pulled out of her and backed away. Laying his hand on her shoulder, he rolled her to her back and quickly covered her body with his own, and entered her again. Wave after wave of orgasm overcame her as Jack, insensible now to anything but the intense pleasure created by the joining of their bodies, thrust swiftly into her, over and over. Claire was still shuddering her release, crying out loudly, when, with a final, almost brutal thrust, Jack exploded deep inside her, his cries mingling with hers.

Too exhausted and content to move, he lay on her for sometime as they both waited for their breathing to return to normal. After a time, he adjusted himself a little lower, so that his head was resting against her chest, and less of his weight was on her. She began to stroke his hair, still damp from the recent exertion.

"My god, Jack...that was wonderful!" she exclaimed softly after a long, comfortable silence. "You're the most incredible lover! I've never known passion like this before...never enjoyed being with a man so much. What do you think it is that makes it so good between us?"

He was silent for a moment before replying. "Love, Claire," he said at last, "Its the love that makes it so good. I've never experienced passion like ours before, either, and I'm sure it's because I've never felt this way about a woman before. I love you....adore you. You excite me to distraction."

"I love you, Jack!" she exclaimed. "Until I met you, I'd never really been in love before. I thought I had. But when I realized I loved you, I understood that I had only been playing at love before."

"I feel the same way," he told her, and she reached down to kiss the top of his head. "You know....you could have completely taken advantage of me when you had me tied up. It's not as though I'd have been able to fight back."

"Jeeze, Jack...you know I'd never do something like that."

"I know.... I have to admit though, I was a little worried at first when you put the blindfold on me...and then with that camera comment. But I think it was the lack of control that worried me, as opposed to any real fear that you would do something to me that I disliked. I think maybe I thought you'd use it as some sort of power play, turn into a dominatrix on me, or some such bullshit. But instead, you used it as a way to enhance the excitement for both of us, showing me just how much I could really trust you." At this point, he rolled off her, and laying on his side, pulled her into an embrace, facing him. The kissed languidly for a few minutes. "I love you, Claire. Even if you are a helluva tease."

She punched his shoulder lightly. "I'm not a tease," she said, mock-offended.

"Oh yes you are."

She smiled hugely. "Okay...so I am....but you love it."

"Damn right."

They kissed some more, and Claire said, "C'mon...we're all sticky from the honey...let's go take a shower."

"I'd rather take a bath."

"Would you? Why?"

"Because I can think of nothing I'd like better at the moment than to have your warm, wet body on top of mine."

"Bath it is."